May 2010
38 posts
what the...
fuck are we doing?
Currently..
I’m starting to think the only feelings I have anymore are drunk and hung over…
you can’t hurt those.
Do things with passion, or not at all.
I’m suriously clueless about whats going on. I’m totally out of it, mixed emotions to the max? …part of me is careless, part of me is addicted? I wish some things were different, but life doesnt feed of wishes, does it now? I’ve realized that I have too much passion and affection, I would really hate to let that go to waste. Sometimes I think I’m too...
what?
I wish things could be different already. This is such a long process…. I honestly have no idea what I’m doing, I’m afraid to see this whole “thing” turning into some kind of similar mess that I’ve already been through. I need something new to hurry and happen or come along already. I’m happy, I am… but how long is this happiness going to last?...
working all weekend...
6-Close Tonight, 2-10 tomorrow, & 11-5 Sunday…
I get paid today too!
THE LOVE I HAVE FOR MONEY <3
oh Kurt...
To Boddah
Speaking from the tongue of an experienced simpleton who obviously would rather be an emasculated, infantile complain-ee. This note should be pretty easy to understand. All the warnings from the punk rock 101 courses over the years, since my first introduction to the, shall we say, the ethics involved with independence and the embracement of your community has proven to be very true. I...
take control.
I don’t understand my feelings for you, I’m not certain of you, I don’t know how you feel about me, I don’t know how to necessarily feel about you, but all I’m sure of is that I do enjoy spending time with you, & that’s what makes this all okay.
Never Saw It Coming.
I learned a lot about falling in love when I fell out of love. I learned a lot about being a friend when I was alone. Well I played with fire, I burned it all down. I’ve made more mistakes than you can count. Well I played with fire, I burned it all down. I’ve made more mistakes than you can count .
Here you go again. All messed up and no place to...
Work today from 4-12, I’m pretty sure I’ll be working every Friday those hours..Tomorrow morning I work too, from 12-5, atleast I have the night off.. you know what that means… party time!!! My creditcard came in today too! Gotta get those EDC tickets, & my Steve Madden Boots <3
venting.
I want to be skinny again.
well… as skinny as I use to be last year? I see all these old pictures and it seriously bums me out! :( I’m so out of shape, I have a fat ass! uggh. I need to start eating healthier, which means no more pizza or tacos… uggh this is going to be super hard!
new subject: this weekend was pretty chill…
Friday was my first day of my new job whi9ch...
copied from CLAW
“I do not want to be the leader. I refuse to be the leader. I want to live darkly and richly in my femaleness. I want a man lying over me, always over me. His will, his pleasure, his desire, his life, his work, his sexuality the touchstone, the command, my pivot. I don’t mind working, holding my ground intellectually, artistically; but as a woman, oh, god, as a woman i want to be dominated....
to buy/pay off list...
Steve Madden Boots - $200
Grad Night Tickets - $95
Last Bash Tickets - $20
Steve Madden Bag - $100
EDC Tickets - $125? …. yes I did just type that. haha.
MacBook PRO - $1300ish?
S&F Tickets - $65
Warped Tour Tickets - $40ish I’m guessing…
New RayBans - $120
PAY OFF my stupid citation - $100
Palm Springs Money - $200
LAS VEGAS ROAD TRIP - $250?
Thank God for this...
fuck psychology!!
I have been in this stupid pointless annoying class for the past four fucking hours… sleeping and listening to Led Zeppelin, luckily Griz & Lupe are here with me! Shelly, Christina and Joanna LEFT me here =[ well.. I kinda had no choice, I’m missing Monday for my sister’s birthday… we’re going to six flags, & I’m getting Saturday School for that so if I...
That’s the way - Led Zeppelin
